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也许想不到，这就要告一段落了，来得这么突然。
也许想不到，不知不觉得，这个为了你的段落进行了这么久。不管怎样，当我今天花上句号时，心里坚定的无法再甚了。
不管是陆续写了这三年的思绪，还是我用心良苦的结束语，你都不曾认真读过。上帝的安排果然奇妙：临终前，也让我看清了你。

如果没有快乐，至少不会再有眼泪

I woke up to another day of promises I know will be broken
Before too long the words I swore
I'd never say again are spoken

I know it's wrong you're my addiction you keep me strong
Tell me how long will this addiction be my addiction

Tangled in this web of mine tryin' to make some sence of
What I'm feelin'
You're still runnin' through my veins and
I can't get enough
But I'm dealin'

I know it's wrong you're my addiction you keep me strong
Tell me how long will this addiction be my addiction

Your some kind of drug when in without it there's no life
In any part of me
People tell me that I can be cured
but I don't know if I want to be

I know it's wrong you're my addiction you keep me strong
Tell me how long will this addiction be my addiction

不知道是第多少次从梦中醒来，满脑子的都是她的样子。
但这是第一次梦到把她轻轻拥入怀里。那一刻心跳的感觉，是激动，是坚定，是温暖，无法描述，但是如此真实，深深的印在我脑海里。
如果上帝真的为我们安排了那一刻，这一切一切的挫折和等待，都值得了。
2008年9月27日 星期六 08:35 SMS
数不清有多少次醒来，梦中你的表情举动都历历在目.而此刻在醒的世界，只是想像着阳光照在你的笑容上，就会让我觉得幸福.梦和醒的距离，其实只有那一秒.但多希望能够跨越那界线，拉近现实中我们的距离.不管是梦中是醒来，都没法停止想你.

Life is like coffee,
it grow from the mountain,
it harvest from the bush,
it roast by speacial care.
but what matters the most, is how you brew it.

A rich life is brewed by a Irish way,
with fancy looking, but the taste is not that much different. it just make people who do not have a chance to try it, belive that it is better.

A Xiao Zi life is brewed by a steam coffee machine
Espresso & Cappuccino
Even if you have put cream on it, makes it look so artful,
it is bitter than the others.
'Cause like how it has been made,
your life is out thought high pressure,
you want the same amount of happiness, the same output of your work, are all contained in that tiny cup,
and you want to drink it fast, so that you can move on to another cup.

A simple life is brew in American way,
it has almost everything, and you can brew as much as you want,
but there is always something missing, something you can not tell.
that is your fantacy, I tell you my friend.
And you when you get it,
you will find that it is not necessary, not at all.
But you just can't go back.

A artist's life, it is like the Italian
You enjoy the procedue, but may not be the output.
So you will always enjoy a trip to Italy,
But live in there? That depends on wether you are a real artist, or not.


Life is like coffee,
the bitterness is always hiden inside, but with suger and cream, and syrupe if you are lucky, it makes everyone enjoy it.